a note from Balrog

i like to write. my disorder provides excessive emotional energy. i am going to channel that energy into Words that help others who might be suffering.

i hope bipolar hobbits will find this and use it as a field guide through Moria. perhaps some lil hobbit, who might be strugglin with unwanted thoughts of hurtin themselves...finds these words and realizes that they are not alone -- they are Loved.

disclaimer: i deal with heavy stuff like suicide, cancer, dead parents, dead friends, homophobia, child abuse. this is my demons' playground and they are indifferent to you, your comfort, or your narrative. mostly, we enjoy boxing, historical fiction biopics, and Academy-Award-winning-actor, Gary Oldman.

if your reaction to my Artwork is 'omg someone needs saving' -- stop reading, go away, you're bad at Art. it's too late for me suga, this curse is a life sentence; you can't cure demons, that's what makes us Demons. dont worry bb -- demons are still Divine.

the prophet Vast Aire speaks to this dual human divinity in the poem Scream Phoenix: "My feathers and flames are one skin/Hallowed be Thy name in the beginning there was no sin."

any-hooo, feel free to hangout, (gently) click my links and find some dope shit. i have exquisite taste in culture.

- balrog   //  666 Rivendell 

[Elrond left his N64 -- wat a lil cutie! ]